WHY

Mending a broken heart in the midst of a storm, created by self-perception. Flooding waters of tears inside drowning hoping know one notices.

Showing no form of emotion; but my heart hurts. I can’t seem to stay focused; so I focus on myself selfishly unselfish. Constantly thinking why; asking myself is this feeling really worth contemplating.

Is there something wrong with me? Why is it that I feel I can’t breathe without you? Why are you consistently on my mind and I’m not on yours? Why have I let myself feel this way? What can I do to fill this empty void? Is it you?

Building walls mentally that I would break down for you only to realize, Its not you I was attached to it was just the thought of you.