I Am Enough

I am enough because I said so, no longer will I be a victim of self inflicted pain created by your physiological mishaps, your desire to be intrigued by my vulnerabilities, your indisposition to change, or your apathetic approach toward Communication.
You had me thinking something was wrong with me, looking in the mirror like who would want me. Tears running down my face imagining I had someone else’s face, and body, maybe that would make you stay. So I bended and folded becoming exactly who I thought you wanted me to be only to later realize that these new behaviors were a representative of the real me, ashamed of myself and the weaknesses I carried. Tried to get back closer to God cause my sins he already carried. They say what’s understood doesn’t have to be explained. I thought you understood I loved you by my actions and all the heartache and pain I obtained, you didn’t so I tried to explain time and time again but your reactions were all the same. 

By: Delawna H.