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Simply Thoughts
When one thinks of begin disappointed rather it be an outcome of a relationship, (friendship, marriage, etc.) Material things or some form of opportunity (job, house,car, etc.) Automatically we think of failure,being lost, or being alone never taking in consideration the reasons for the disappointment; and why we’re disappointed in the first place. We can get so comfortable with someone or something that is only a stepping stone to what is designed just for you. To many times we want what seems to be the right thing at the moment, not willing to expand our minds and develop self-improvement, to busy focused on the things around instead of the situations…
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WHY
Mending a broken heart in the midst of a storm, created by self-perception. Flooding waters of tears inside drowning hoping know one notices. Showing no form of emotion; but my heart hurts. I can’t seem to stay focused; so I focus on myself selfishly unselfish. Constantly thinking why; asking myself is this feeling really worth contemplating. Is there something wrong with me? Why is it that I feel I can’t breathe without you? Why are you consistently on my mind and I’m not on yours? Why have I let myself feel this way? What can I do to fill this empty void? Is it you? Building walls mentally that I…
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Hunnie your beautiful
Trying to create a pretty picture, glitter lips and thick hips, padded bras and fake tips, baby your beautiful is all she wants to hear, what joy it would bring to her listening ear, afraid to be alone so she loses herself trying to cater to a man who is steadily looking for the next. Hunnie your beautiful inside and out enhance your beauty when you feel like it, not to please a man who only seems to like it but doesn’t care to understand. He doesn’t know what’s its like to be a woman loving on a man, trying her best to show she’s worthy now she don’t understand.…
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Mirror image
Mirror image help me re shape and mold myself to what seems to be the bigger picture. Confusion among us all. What defines a Queen with no crown, not shattered nor tore just dispositioned mental decisions. Self inflicted hurt taking heed to someone else’s description of who they think I’m suppose to be. Making irrational decisions off non realistic emotions created in the heat of a moment where silence should have won. By: Delawna H.
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I Am Enough
I am enough because I said so, no longer will I be a victim of self inflicted pain created by your physiological mishaps, your desire to be intrigued by my vulnerabilities, your indisposition to change, or your apathetic approach toward Communication.You had me thinking something was wrong with me, looking in the mirror like who would want me. Tears running down my face imagining I had someone else’s face, and body, maybe that would make you stay. So I bended and folded becoming exactly who I thought you wanted me to be only to later realize that these new behaviors were a representative of the real me, ashamed of myself…